I’ve lost my shit.
I’m angry. I’m sad. I’m anxious. I want to self harm. I want to beat the shit out of some people [in self defense]. I want to reach out to my therapists…oh wait it’s terminated. I want to scream. I want to sob hysterically. I want to not eat.
Because people are fucking selfish assholes who will fuck. You. Over.
Ya even though my work fucked up the schedule, my mother meddled and my ass is going back again.
I’ve ducking lost it.
I can’t do this roller coaster of emotions anymore. It’s literally killing me.
No one gets it no one gives two fucks.